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fuck this.
this being life. (R)

ughh I positively hate being "smart". Then again, people who are - don't you? Everyone does. I just wanna slap myself and tell me, ME, not the act I put on "Stop complaining", but I just won't because I'm too damn 'awesome' PFSHHH. ihy, danielle.

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why am i updating my dA journal? idfk yahknow. I'm just kinda annoyed and feel like writing at something cus I never do. I write in... odd books lying around, pick them up a few days later and think "wtf was i on?" so.

1; larveeee!
don't you just love love? not really. It's kind of annoying not being able to stop thinking about "that one person", when they're slipping out your fingers. you're being pulled away from them by your "bestfriends" cus they want them with you. That kid'll never get how much I miss just watching him and his friends play football or just having long drawn out conversations about nothing in particular, him throwing every kind of story at me to make me laugh. No one'll ever get it. I won't ever get it. &I'm pretty much 100% sure he knows I stare at him all the time, and I always go on about him, or whatever, but do I honestly care? Not anymore.
Love & Hatred - they're the meaning to life, not 42.

2; schoooooool!
ily gaiz man, seriously. ahem. weve got one of those schools who care more about appearances than students, yea? its killing me man. and being "smart" so im expected to be made of fucking gold or something. chyea bitch - ahey, hows about no? we have a maths GCSE on tuesday, i'm not gonna revise as i promised myself, i bet you any, ANY money that i flunk.
but mine & asif's ingenious plan is kinda amazing, haha.

3; friends!
this is probably the most annoying. you all hate me, i get it, so do me a huge favour and stop being so clingy? Can I do what /I/ want for a change? I'm all for spending time with you, making you smile, holding your hand, listening to your problems - the list of things I do for my friends could go on forever, but seriously. Dani time? MEEEEE time? Plz? No, it won't ever happen. in a dream it would; shit, in dreams it does! ily gaiz, but could you be more obsessed with me?!
it goes silent when i don't talk.
what the fuck man.

_{eh eh, theres nothing else i can saaaaaay ~}

ugh. and i still haven't got it all out of my system. ):
im gonna go like, doodle or something.
...right.

_{i bought you, i own the right, to let go; destory you, this is my life.}

hai deviantART journal.
haven't seen you in a while. how you doing? /shot.

so like i never update my dA anyways, im just noting i'll be even less active now. on everything (except msn, but i prolly won't reply ♥ because im nice like that). im kinda 14, & fucking dani. (R) so like.
SAT's are cancelled for year 9's, as british people know, but we still have to take practice GCSE's. our school also flips you into the new academic year early (so i'll be year 10 before the summer holidays, i thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiink..., i'll have to check that haha) so weve already got our options and a million tests & such flopped on us. great jolly old fun.
we got our options through today : D considering the core subjects & the limmited amount of options were allowed, im pretty glad with what ive got. im g&t anyways, and ive already spoke to one teacher about a subject i didnt get but wanted alot & i'll probably be offered a half GCSE, which is good enough for me. haha. as long as i get to do it in some form.
so.
options:
art & design (btec, i think, but i'll probably be put through to the diploma.)
ict (first national certificate, i think? so 3 lessons a week. ict's core now, so cus of this fucker of a subject i didnt get that other subject. >_> )
performing arts!! <3 (drama!!! im pretty sure i have drama. i was gonna do music, too, but i think i'd flop. i love music, its my fucking life, but im by no means good at it. >_<; )
half GCSE! (if i get it) will be citizenship.

ive got it allllllllll planned out haha. not really. but hey.
lets just hope everything goes as i want. >_> which it really isnt at the moment. half term, after one more day of enduring school, so like, revision to fucksville. kill me. ive gotta do some coursework for media studies (im a nerd, im already doing a GCSE course in year 9 8D;; but ilmediastudies. its great) & revise for maths, cus we have a GCSE paper a week or so after we get back. exams in january, me & the few others doing this media studies course have decided our exam should also be in january too soo....

fail.

plus my life's kinda going a bit topsy turvy at the moment O.o; but wtf's the point on putting it on dA? no one reads my journals. xD i dont even know why im writing this one. probably so i can come back on it and remind myself: fucking revise dani. i've never revised in my life, seriously, & i suck at maths, so it should be fun.

if i get more than a C i'll be fine.

...i think.

im targetted at B, but im meant to be an A* student, but i dont give a shit anymore. aslong as i dont flop i'll live. geez.

on a side note, rant by chuck palahnuik? it is a very good book. im still reading it, but what ive read so far is quite fabulous. yea. k.

aight.