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fuck this.
this being life. (R)

ughh I positively hate being "smart". Then again, people who are - don't you? Everyone does. I just wanna slap myself and tell me, ME, not the act I put on "Stop complaining", but I just won't because I'm too damn 'awesome' PFSHHH. ihy, danielle.

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why am i updating my dA journal? idfk yahknow. I'm just kinda annoyed and feel like writing at something cus I never do. I write in... odd books lying around, pick them up a few days later and think "wtf was i on?" so.

1; larveeee!
don't you just love love? not really. It's kind of annoying not being able to stop thinking about "that one person", when they're slipping out your fingers. you're being pulled away from them by your "bestfriends" cus they want them with you. That kid'll never get how much I miss just watching him and his friends play football or just having long drawn out conversations about nothing in particular, him throwing every kind of story at me to make me laugh. No one'll ever get it. I won't ever get it. &I'm pretty much 100% sure he knows I stare at him all the time, and I always go on about him, or whatever, but do I honestly care? Not anymore.
Love & Hatred - they're the meaning to life, not 42.

2; schoooooool!
ily gaiz man, seriously. ahem. weve got one of those schools who care more about appearances than students, yea? its killing me man. and being "smart" so im expected to be made of fucking gold or something. chyea bitch - ahey, hows about no? we have a maths GCSE on tuesday, i'm not gonna revise as i promised myself, i bet you any, ANY money that i flunk.
but mine & asif's ingenious plan is kinda amazing, haha.

3; friends!
this is probably the most annoying. you all hate me, i get it, so do me a huge favour and stop being so clingy? Can I do what /I/ want for a change? I'm all for spending time with you, making you smile, holding your hand, listening to your problems - the list of things I do for my friends could go on forever, but seriously. Dani time? MEEEEE time? Plz? No, it won't ever happen. in a dream it would; shit, in dreams it does! ily gaiz, but could you be more obsessed with me?!
it goes silent when i don't talk.
what the fuck man.

_{eh eh, theres nothing else i can saaaaaay ~}

ugh. and i still haven't got it all out of my system. ):
im gonna go like, doodle or something.
...right.